Friday, September 20, 2024

9.20.24 My Faith and My Politics

 I was a Christian long before I became political ... God was in my life from the beginning ... I knew that ... a Presence, kind and loving, always there, for little Tommy Eggebeen.

I was a Christian long before I became political.


And when I became political, it flowed out of my heart, full of the Christ that lived, and still lives, in my heart.


Was I good little boy?


Hardly ... and I'm still far from good ... but God is as close to me as ever ... "I am with you always!" ... and that's the light of my life, it's my hope, and my peace, in the midst of this and that and everything else.


My commitment to Democracy grows out of my earliest commitments to Christ ... my sense of compassion for the bruised and the beaten flows from the love and grace of Christ ... my commitment to good government working for all the people flows from God's creation purpose - a love for all, a desire to redeem and make everything new ... can I be any less in my world view than God?


All that I am politically flows from all that I have always been in Christ, "before the foundation of the world" ... primordially, eternally, and infinitely.


I was, and am, and will be a Christian, by the grace of God, the very same grace I believe embodied in our best dreams and highest virtues ... 


I've a long way to go, and so does my nation, and on this side of the great divide of time and eternity, we may never fully reach the goal, but I'm not about to give up, I'm not about to surrender my values, I'm not about to go backward into the darkness, but forward into the light.


So help me God ... Father, Son and Holy Spirit ... Mother, Daughter, and Divine Love ... Creator, Redeemer, and Giver of Life ... Above, Within, and Beyond.

A Poem a Day - who are these people?

 Most mornings, I begin with poetry, from an anthology, "A Poem a Day" - I've used this book since 2002, so I've read many of these poems before, if I get to it, which I do, most mornings, though there have been years in between when the book was on the bottom of a book pile, so no poems read, other than other poems and other books. With little margin notes, and smiley faces, or frowning.


Anyway, the upshot of this little note is this: the world is full of good and creative folk who sought, through poetry, to make sense of life, to offer good counsel, or complaint - to squeeze the fruit for all its worth - to get the last drop of bitterness or sweetness outta it ... to laugh and cry and moan and groan, or something like that.

Furthermore, many of them are unknown to me, so a quick tour of Wiki, and there they are - someone has written a note about them, maybe a short notice, or pages and pages ...

I think of me - why not?

And, you, too ... of course.

Laboring away ... we build our sand castles ... we do this instinctively ... it's in our DNA ... a castle that welcomes and provides, celebrates and stands strong ... in time, every castle is washed away ... but the gift remains ... something good, wise, decent, provocative, inventive, conciliatory, wise, or not, has been given, and that which is given, for the sake of life, is added to the energy of the universe - it is not lost, but incorporated, into the stars.

Wednesday, September 4, 2024

G.I. Joe

 G.I. Joe … 


A vast story line of women and men and their struggle to preserve the world, defend freedom, practice honor, and lift up the weary and the weak.

A remarkable pilgrimage through 50 years of story telling, where courage and hope shake hands, to form a dynamic partnership empowering the vision of good and decent world.

A world threatened by Cobra and similar forces bent upon domination and control, willing to destroy what they can’t have, and more than eager to take whatever they can, evil feeding upon the death of freedom, a curious madness of desire, that religions of various sorts might label “sin” - the darker elements of life present, perhaps, in all human beings, to some extent, and in some, reigning supreme.

The Bible says, in so many words, where there is sin, there is grace, and where there is sin all the more, grace all the more abounds.

This is the stuff of great story telling, and if religion can be characterized at all, I choose to call it Story. 

Like any great story, from Melville’s Moby Dick, with Ahab’s fixation on a white whale, to the more popular writing of Edgar Rice Burroughs, with his Tarzan stories, and John Carter of Mars.

Joseph Conrad’s The Heart of Darkness, from which the film, Apocalypse Now was created … evil abounds, it’s all mixed up into the fabric of heat, despair, loneliness, and desire.

In my youth, the Western stories of Zane Grey - where the heroes are genuine men of valor, often misunderstood, putting their lives on the line for the women they come to love, their families, justice and peace, to stave off the evil schemes of rustlers, rubbers, grifters and con-men.

And one of my childhood favorites: The Hardy Boys - daring adventure, sons of the the world famous detective, Fenton Hardy … along with their friends - always coming upon crime of various sorts, and with courage and diligence, a commitment to doing what’s right, the Hardy Boys solve the crimes, the culprits apprehended, and duly punished.

The struggle between good and evil, with the lines often blurred, as the one force intermingles with the other, and vice versa, much like the ancient Ying Yang symbol … a reminder, perhaps  uncomfortable, but important, and real: that a simple binary image of life, good vs. evil, fails the test of reality.

In truth, these elements are intertwined with one another, and embedded in each other - an image of social forces, and the human soul.

The images can be expanded in meaning to include all the polar opposites of life - hot and cold, youth and age, wisdom and foolishness, life and death, time and eternity, the courage of the Joe’s and the hatred of Cobra. Yet, within each, the Joe’s are always tempted by violence - the challenge, of course, is how to use violence without succumbing to it’s allure - the Joe’s are physically strong, with the finest equipment and training available to the forces of freedom. The world’s literature, including religious readings, are full of how the good succumbed to the temptations, the allure, the heady exaltation of a bloody victory, until the soul reaches a point when the shedding of blood becomes no longer a means to peace, but a means to satisfy the blood lust inherent, in one degree or the other, in every living creature. 

That is, to conquer or be conquered, to kill or be killed. Even the Hebrew Scriptures, Ecclesiastes’ preacher, Kohelet, says:

a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up …

a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.


The Apostle Paul speaks of the same dynamic when he writes, in a moment of humble confession and honest self-appraisal:

Woe is me … who can deliver me from this body of death … the good I want to do, I don’t do … and the evil I don’t want to do, I do.

Ying Yang all over the place … in all the religions of the world, and in all great literature.

It makes for big stories, the very stories told by the gifted writers, led by Larry Hama (a Vietnam veteran) who over the last 40 years has written more than 400 Joe stories … and all the talented artists who’ve made G.I. Joe a living witness to humanity’s best and our worst - the need for greatness, greatness in character, loyalty, vision, and sacrifice.

I think of all the great stores of the last 100 years that have captured so much of our attention, our affection, our love, our study and meditation.

Harry Potter, for example - one story after the other, all centered in the great virtues of kindness, loyalty, love, devotion, caution, mindfulness, self-understanding, humility, sorrow and compassion.

The Star Wars world, much the same, with Luke and his father representing the Ying Yang tug of war - with anger being the portal to the Dark Side, an all-consuming evil bent on destroying all those who stand in its way toward total conquest.

And the classic masterpiece of Tolkien, The LORD of the Rings, with Gollum, the poor creature totally ensnared in the hate of “the one ring to rule them all,” and Bilbo and ultimately Frodo who are threatened by the same power, but ultimately prevail over it, because of virtue, goodness, kindness, and the power of working together for a common good.

From LORD of the Rings: Galadriel speaking to Frodo

But even now there is hope left. I will not give you counsel, saying do the, or do that. For not in doing or contriving, nor in choosing between this course and another, can I avail; but only in knowing what was and is and in part also what shall be. Stray but a little and it will fail, to the ruin of all. Yet hope remains while the Company is true.

“While the Company is true” … it couldn’t be better said of G.I. Joe and Company - remain true to one another, save one another, work with and for one another - while the “folks back home” like to think of their soldiers carrying the weight of freedom and defending their homes, in reality, in combat and the rigors of war, it’s not the “lofty” thoughts that compel a soldier, but the immediate thoughts of comrades … those with whom they’re fighting, the guy in the trench, the fox hole, right next to you … you know his name, and you know that he can depend on you, because you won’t fail, and you know that you can depend on him, because he won’t fail, either.

From Gettysburg to Ukraine, soldiers fight for one another, and that’s how they fight for us!

The power of the Company …

Behind the immediate work, toil and hardship, the larger purpose, the first purpose … it may not be on the mind at any given moment, but it’s the compelling power behind those who command, who see the maps, and weigh the larger strategic issues, one against the other, bearing the burden of potential loss, and the hope for victory.

Behind everything, the first purpose - to preserve the world of freedom, democracy, human dignity and the rights of all to seek life, to do their best, to make something of themselves, to find their place in the world, as life has given life to them. 

Or, as I might say in a sermon, As God has given life to life, so preserve it, with all your might … and more specially, is this not love?

To love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, strength and mind and to love your neighbor as yourself. Everything, says Jesus, hangs on these two commandments.

Ultimate purpose - the universe, God, the final mystery and power of the stars - gives life … receive it with joy, protect it for all, enlarge upon it, and pass it on.






It’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were. And sometimes you didn’t want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened.

But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why.

But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand.I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t. They kept going, because they were holding on to something.

That there is some good in this world, and it’s worth fighting for.

There is good, there is evil … and there’s no value in denying the reality of evil.

As Serpentor says:

Know that I am the one you seek! I am the one born to rule, destined to conquer! Let those who fear me follow me. Let those who oppose me die! For I am Serpentor, and this I command!

Saving grace … that which keeps the Company true … loyalty to the great dreams of America … 

That which keeps the violence in check … a necessary violence.

It’s dangerous to speak of “necessary violence” in defense of freedom, but do we have a choice.

I’m a pacifist of sorts, but not an absolutist … 

I think of Dietrich Bonhoeffer, the great German theologian who finally decided, that for the sake of loving his nation and seeking the greater good, he could no longer stand by and watch his nation plunge ever deeper into the maelstrom of hate. So he joined forces with some family members and friends in the military, all opposed to Hitler, to engage in a plot to assassinate Hitler, the bomb plot, which ultimately failed, and in its failure, the Nazis were able to identify the perpetrators, arrest them, and murder them.

Bonhoeffer knew that his participation in the bomb plot was a step toward evil, but a necessary violence to save the nation from further bloodshed and destruction. 

The question of a “just war” comes into play, and I will say, clearly, that such a notion is fraught with danger, especially as nations, driven by self-interest, can easily dress up their little wars, or big wars, of conquest.

I have no doubt that WW1 and WW2 qualify as “good wars” to defeat the forces of imperialism (WW1) and fascism and militarism (WW2) … but the war in Vietnam, for example, was a misconstrual if ever there was one … perhaps the first invasion of Iraq was justified, and when Saddam was ousted, the war ended. The second invasion, because of alleged “weapons of mass destruction” was a mistake, at least in my judgment.

But the point is clear: history is a mixed bag.

In the stories of ancient Israel, we have King Saul, a decent sort of guy, but unqualified to lead … then along comes King David, a gifted, brilliant leader, but also a man of cruelty and craven character. After him, his son Solomon, noted for his wisdom, but in the end, imposing upon his people the harshest kind rule.

As Bonhoeffer himself said (my summary): Rarely can we choose between good and bad … most of our choices are between good and good, or bad and bad.”

It’s not a clear, clean, world in which we live … we need police, we need armies, we need the means to protect life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

Can the very means of protection run amok?

Of course they can.

Police brutality … or a jaded foreign policy … it can all go south in a hurry. It shows up in the Joes, too … the killing of others, in defense of liberty and truth, takes a huge toll on the human spirit. Yet the Joes ward off the worst of it and maintain their balance.

In terms of the American government, a strong and healthy civilian leadership balances the inherent dangers faced by the military. It’s a solid working relationship vital to the wellbeing of our nation - a strong military and a wise civilian leadership … when it works well, it works to the advantage of liberty and justice, and provides both a context of restraint for the military, and, at the same time, reminds the civilian leadership to not “lag in zeal” when it comes to protecting democracy.

G.I. Joe is the quintessential message of necessary evil in this world of ours, a violence that can be kept in check by loyalty, patriotism (not nationalism, please), and a willingness to sacrifice life and limb for the purposes of democracy and freedom.

There is a fundamental reality here lifted up in all the Joe stories: strength for the sake of freedom, and never for its own sake.

This is the spirituality of the Joe story … and the heart of the Christian message … Jesus, if you will, life and limb given for the sake of creation, to preserve its goodness and peace … no holding back on this purpose - life given totally for the sake of others.

Spirituality?

Religion?

Of course - all woven together in the good stories of G.I. Joe, in the brilliant writing of gifted story tellers and in the artists who bring it all to life.

Monday, May 27, 2024

Two Things Sadden Me

 Two things sadden me ... 


1) that present-day politics should be riddled 

with women and men of such low character - 

skilled in the nonsense of empty prattle,

given to lies and brutal imagery, 

their own lives marked by suspicion of and/or outright corruption, 


and 


2) the millions of American who laud them, 

who confuse their foolish claims 

and belligerent buffoonery 

with greatness and courage ...


and the millions of christians 

who believe that such leaders will give them 

their theocratic dreams, 

which they may well do, 

but all such theocratic dreams 

of the past 

have proven to be nothing more 

than nightmares.


The laws of the universe make it abundantly clear:

Those laws guarantee the failure of all such foolishness.

A passion for faith gone bad.

An ambition that partners with death.

A zealotry willing to sell its soul to the lowest bidder.

Monday, January 29, 2024

Ordination Anniversary - 54th

 This day, January 27,1970, at First Presbyterian Church of Holland, MI, the Rev. Bill Burd and others laid hands upon me in the rite of ordination. 


A lot of water under the bridge, or over the dam, but the weight of those hands remain ... 


I look back, mostly with gratitude, some regrets, memories of pain, and countless discoveries, books read, committee meetings, long days, pastoral calling, sermons preached, love given and received.


And the heart of it all, God's grace, with a giant share of that grace embodied in Donna M. Geurkink Eggebeen, who's put up with much, forgiven even more, and walked with me, and talked with me, all along the way.


With a family who made the journey with me - my dear children, and now a granddaughter ... all of whom are making the world a better place.


Would I change anything? 


Why?


Because here I am ... now retired, living at Monte Vista Grove Homes and still working, of all places, Pasadena, CA - fulfilling, as best as I can, the promises I made, and honoring the trust bequeathed to me in the weight of those good hands, 54 years ago.

Monday, December 4, 2023

Middle East ...

 



Concerns Re the Middle East

~ The Rev. Dr. Tom Eggebeen ~


In the midst of all the “news,” from one perspective or the other, it’s difficult, at best, to appreciate the complexities of the conflict. With this essay, I give expression to my understanding of the issues involved, and I hope it helps you, the reader, to better understand and think about the challenges of peace in the Middle East. I’m grateful to my friend and colleague, the Rev. Dr. Gary Sattler, whose comments, corrections, and additions have made this piece ever so much the better! 




None is righteous, no, not one!

So notes the Apostle Paul!

In all such things, wherein folks, or nations, or any other entity, try to claim the high moral ground, Paul’s sweeping generalization helps to set the record straight and put us on the right footing.

With the cease fire in effect, as I write, we have a chance to clear our own thinking and come to grips with the reality of the struggle since 1948, the founding of the State of Israel - in a land that had been under the jurisdiction of the Assyrian Empire (721 bce), the Babylonian Empire, Alexander the Great, the Roman Empire, then the Byzantine Empire, until 634 CE, when the area was taken by Muslim armies from Arabia and then, finally, the Ottoman Empire; after WW1 and the defeat of the Ottomans (who had sided with the Austro-Hungarian and German nations), Palestine fell under British rule mandated by the Allies. With the inception of State of Israel, 1948, upwards of 300,000 Palestinians lost their land and their homes.

Meanwhile, across Christian lands, anti-semitism grew (it’s a long and horrible story) - Jews were labeled “Christ Killers” … and subject to repeated, sporadic, and sometimes horrendous pogroms - culminating in the Holocaust. Throughout Nazi-dominated Europe, plenty of Christians and their governments cooperated in the effort to eradicate the Jew. 

As early as the late 1800s, some Jews began to dream of a homeland, a place of safety, where they and their children could live without fear, and live their faith and culture. 

The British Balfour Declaration of 1917, during WW1, announced British support for the establishment of a “national home for the Jewish people in Palestine,” while expressing concern for the rights of Palestinian Arabs.

 During WW2, nation after nation eventually closed their doors to Jews fleeing Germany; the United States turned away a ship of refugees, ultimately forcing the ship to return to Europe, and most everyone on board, to their death at the hands of the Nazis. More and more, Jews gave up hope of living with their Christian neighbors, and pushed all the more for a homeland. The Western Nations, with their own deep inbred anti-semitism, were more than happy to create a nation for the Jews.

With the inception of State of Israel, 1948, upwards of 300,000 Palestinians lost their land and their homes.

To make a long story short, bloodshed has been a tragic element of life in that part of the world for a very long time, and has remained a recurring event on both sides, since 1948.  It is our fervent hope that there is a solution to this dreadful situation.

Whatever that solution may finally be, it’s imperative, I believe, to support the State of Israel, while at the same time challenging the extremists who push for an expansion of Israeli settlements in the West Bank, and the further expulsion of Palestinians; it’s equally important, I believe, to seek a two-state solution for the Palestinians, and to condemn the Hamas violence and its stated purpose: the destruction of Israel.

A carte blanche approval of everything the State of Israel does helps no one, not even its own citizens, any more than does a carte blanche approval of Hamas or other such groups. 

The question of the ongoing expansion of Jewish settlements in the West Bank has to be considered as part of the problem, even as is the failure of the Palestinians to face the reality of Israel’s existence.

For some conservative Christians groups in the US, the suggestion, as I read a few days ago, that this a godly struggle against a godless people is not at all helpful. A conservative pastor wrote: ”As Christians, we know that what’s happening in Israel is not a human struggle; it is a spiritual struggle against the forces of darkness.” 

The problem is this: such thinking violates the truth noted by Paul, and spiritualizes a very human, flesh-and-blood struggle that has gone on, and goes on, on every continent.  This world is not easily divided up between the good and the bad, and such thinking only adds to the problem, and blocks communication.

Israel must be protected, but so must the claims of the Palestinians (not to be confused with Hamas, the warlords of Palestine). Everyone has to be made to feel safe; everyone has to be protected, only then will people be able to speak and to listen.

Many years ago, I visited Israel, and had a Sunday afternoon chat with a Palestinian shopkeeper in Jerusalem, who served me delicious tea, for there were no customers at hand. I’ll never forget what he said, “We all just want to make a living, and there are crazies on both sides.”

Let us pray for the peace process, the continuation of the cease fire, and the delivery of aid. Let us pray that the moderate leaders on both sides will be given a chance to work for justice and peace.

It’s a complex situation, for which there are really no perfect answers, certainly no easy ones, but there are, I believe, answers that can be good enough, and just might work. We cannot guarantee success, but by trying nothing we can guarantee failure.  Let us continue to pray for Shalom, Salaam, Peace!